Saturday, December 29, 2007

Cover Letter Examples For A Trainee Dental Nurse

PETER PAN (9 PART OF FIC)

I have already resumed. I do not want to end here, so I guess I'll do more of this fic Capistrano. I've not slept all night for hospitals etc. .. Anyway, last night I finished what I had to get home. I do not know how my mind has gone out because it was painful. But this writing is good therapy. Hope you enjoy it. Besos.

- What did you say? .- Justin gives a jump in the chair after hearing the latest and whispering words of Brian. Close the drawer of a coup, some papers fall to the ground and the state of anxiety so dominates him who can not speak or her mouth without shaking.

- forgot ... Anyway. You were always too .. funny, Sunshine. And curiosity killed the cat.

- Yes, but the cat has nine lives.

- Poor me.

- I do not know .. I do not know what to say ..

- then do not say anything. You have discovered my little secret. But no, you thought you'd forget, did not

- That was what looked like Brian.

- course. Always appearances. Always obvious. And did you bother to ask? In talking to me? . They were always misunderstood. And after time. And how much time passed more difficult was it.

- Oh, Brian! , Not be so hopelessly idiot. Do not turn your back on things. You did not catch the call, or swing, or were always together ..

- See?. That's why I've been away so long. Nothing I do seems real, ever. Long before you were you .. I was tempted to tell you to stay. And then I pushed him away even more time, telling me I have no right to ask. And then thinking, but that would be together.

- could have achieved both.

Silence.

mind turns in his small cell, tempting, a cold cell, have turned off the heat.

Brian is naked, a towel covering her body just below the navel.

pour water, her wet hair falling down her face.

A broken shower makes you feel uncomfortable.

feels itself already gives you all the same.

can not lose anything else.

- Justin .. I did not dare to come see you, okay?.

- Why?.

- do not know, I did not dare.

- " What? .- Justin makes a giggle .- I can not imagine anything to what you do not dare.

- .. I was afraid to see you, to return to the beginning, having to say goodbye .. That shit do not go with me ..

- Ya ... but you were to me Brian ..

- I went to your shows, yes.

- And everything is there .- Justin points out the drawer.

- Everything there is just proof that you never forget. How proud I am of you. In addition, I told you the first time .. wherever you go, you'll always be within ..- Brian lowers his head and smiles at the last words.

Justin gets up, walks toward him, making it wet neck and starts kissing him hastily. Feel

Brian's body tense. A sliding sense, an intimacy so intense and need to be together take hold of both.

- Brian, Brian ... what I can do with you? .. You are so hopelessly stupid ..

- Yes, but I want ..

- And you take advantage of it, right?.

- No. - Brian answers a young child mimicking the grimaces that many times she saw him make Gus.

- I have an idea .. I want to paint you.

- Now?.

- now. I've seen paintings and paintings still preserved I left here.

- Naked "?.

- Nude. I'll set things

Justin turns around, crosses the room to find the paintings and medium-sized canvas. Check that the paintings, even when something as dry and hard, may have used yet.

As so often, its stock has risen in him conflicting feelings: anger at being deceived and certainty in the back of his mind that all this was too trivial to be angry, upset because Brian was so obtuse, annoyed with himself for be still too sensitive, the desire to ward off Brian and know that if I did regret it forever.

I loved him.

And after much time he could feel Brian loved him too. That one box contained what your lips do not say in three years.

Think about it.

And no longer afraid.

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- That's right. So. I want your face in three quarters, you see. More or less well. Head slightly upward. Now .- says Justin.

Take a step back and look at Brian stared. Is half lying on the bed and looks more or less for most of the windows. The dim light of dawn is all ambient light blue hues that the sunrise near being created.

Justin knows that this will be difficult, has to Brian naked before him, but I enjoy making such an act of submission. If he knows that this is a submission to him. She loves him crazy everything is happening there.

- Do you mind if I put the hair a little?.

- Why?.

- Your hair .. well, do you mind?.

- Buckle ..- alia Answer Brian malicious tone. Justin

smiles, puts his hand on his head and begins to put Brian's hair in a sloppy but studied at a time.

- I had not realized how close it can be to paint a portrait.

- is not the first time you paint Brian.

- But it is the first time I posed for you .. is odd.

Justin uses any excuse to touch him, puts his fingers on his neck to make him turn his head, grabbing his shoulders with warm hands.

And Brian feels he does not want that never ends. That seems terrible.

- That's better. Perfect. Wait, I will draw a picture. I'll get your camera, I saw here .. You wait.

- Will not this be a painting, blond guy?.

- Yes but I have a photo. It helps me to view adequately.

- Do you make photos of all your subjects?.

- No, But the few portraits I've done.

- other portraits What have you done?.

Justin finally draws some preliminary lines on the fabric.

- No one in particular. Friends of New York.

- Friends?.

- Yes

- What about that dark blue eyes that will accompany the exhibitions?.

Justin looks at him very steadily for a long time.

"I can not concentrate if you're talking all the time Brian.

- Is your boyfriend?.

- No.

- I thought the artists were talking to reassure their models.

- Well, not me. Sssss ...

There is silence for half an hour. Then Brian moves suddenly saying

- I have cramps. And do not feel the prick. It's cold ..

- has calmed Already ..?. Well, rest. I will make coffee again. With your permission, I guess I can use the kitchen.

- course. "I can see what you've done?.

- not Brian. Not yet.

Justin walks into the kitchen fun.

- How many times do I have to pose?.

- What?. Oh, three or four times.

- not give you time before returning to New York.

- But I can always leave the box here and return to finish it, right?.

Brian gets up, goes to the window naked, rubbing his neck.

- you come back, Sunshine?.

"If you want to .. if I may.

- Who was that dark?.

"Just someone I liked, nothing more.

Justin turns away and goes back to the kitchen. Really amused to see how Brian tries to pry things so thinly veiled.

know what on your mind.

know what you fear.

- Who is this Francis, Bri?.

- I do not know. I made it up. Some French, I guess. Some French obsessed yolks beaten until caramel. With exquisite and expensive tastes.

Justin returns with the coffee and drink together, sipped in silence.

- And that dark, is an artist too?.

- Ahh, Brian. No.

- right?. I thought you only artists relationship between you.

- do so antiquated idea. His name is Peter. Is 30. Is from Ireland. He now lives in New York. Seventy-one measure itself is dark blue eyes. And I painted six times .- Add Justin rudely .- And now, tell me about your love life.

- Wow .. six times .- says Brian emitting a whistle .- Sorry. I have no love life. "Portrays him naked?.

- me pride should make you feel curious. But it is only me who organized the exhibition.

- Fuck "right?.

- do not know. I do not care. "Anything else?.

- No.Sólo wanted to know how far you forget what you felt by other people and how easily forget what you think you feel for me.

- Is what I feel for you?. ... I do not think

Justin continues to paint.

Brian stares at him. Watch frowns when contemplating the canvas, how your hand moves slowly, resting every so often for old tremors caused by this attack he suffered for years not to come back.

See every detail and decide you can not help.

-Justin, para.

- Would you pose muscles ache?. "Another break?.

- only hurts when you touch me ..

Justin

longer stroke painting, walk a few steps, stands in front of Brian the edge of the bed. Without a word he invited her up. Brian

naked in front of him, standing, grazing his skin.

- Tócame Sunshine.

Brian has a twinkle in his eyes.

The brightness of relief and calm. He had never seemed so beautiful to Justin.

Brian's request through to Justin like a thunderbolt. Becoming slightly on tiptoe and kissed the hot lips Brian.

A slow kiss. Wet and slow.

The blue jersey Justin dropped.

two steps are separated by Brian and stares at him, sliding his blue eyes by the neck, shoulders, chest, waist, torso, legs, sex growing. Looks up slowly, breaking the path to re-dig into the brown eyes of Brian.

-ask me again.

Brian shakes. The beating of your heart have a resounding echo in his legs.

- Touch me.

- before there is another thing I want to try .- Add Justin.

- What?.

- to come to New York on Saturday. A skate with me.

- I will.

- Will you come?. And I know you've gone?.

- Si.

Justin does not come close. He reached out and rest your fingers on the lips of Brian. The soft, warm feel. Brian ajar mouth and licks the fingers of Justin.

With fingers tangled in the hair of Justin, he sees kneeling before him, in a caress so close that you forget all the past fears, pain, fear, everything. Justin

studied every inch of her body, thoroughly. Caen

arms on the bed, madness and is the owner of all the loft. Outside

already morning.

speechless Brian asks permission to enjoy what belongs to him.

Justin speaks with moisture and excitement of your body. Brian

it penetrates. The question repeated in each new attack which Justin replied with groans punctuated with tears of relief because they were living together.

Because Brian was back inside.

home. Because

go skating with him.

Because his actions speak much earlier than their lips. Brian

sustains him a million times before giving up on his own demand, filling it. Le

rolls in his hands, smooths her body against his.

slowly masturbate him while he kisses until I feel asleep in his arms.

The whole world could say anything he wanted.

Everything could collapse.

now knew what they felt.

soul already belonged.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Arnold Schwarzenegger Filmleri

TREATMENT (2 PART END OF FIC)

Well, hang and finish. And this really came out weird but .. is there, hehe. Return to the subject: the fic is inspired by the second season. I mix mine with some parts of the series. Dialogues of the series I wanted to draw as such, they are WONDERFUL.
Here I go.

- Shit, I can not even take a damn drink in peace ...

watched the blond guy from the top.
There he was again on the trail of Babylon, dancing and kissing a fucking stranger. Again
. What the hell
intended?. It was clear that he intended something and I was making.
My patience reached its limit.
The pang of desire that through my chest completely caught me off guard.
I felt a terrible desire to touch, to kiss, to hear his breath mingled with mine. The need to possess
was painful.
Right there.
At that precise moment my eyes fell upon the idyllic scene of children dancing and fluttering with that individual.
Should I break with every right there?. I do not know why it was so difficult. In the beginning was difficult to go with him. Now it was more difficult to stop.
I did not want to tie again, when what had happened.
And I remembered the words of Deb.
I decided it was enough to save the blond guy had to continue making a fool of myself that way.
I went down to the track in front of them, unawares.
dedicating a penetrating gaze, cold and inhumane.

- Hello .- He said the damn unknown, taking the trouble to greet me. Poor fool.

- Get lost .- It was everything I said, still staring at the blond guy whimsical ..

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Brian's voice sounded dry, sharp as steel. The boy who danced with me ran away.
I would win the reputation for having a damn bodyguards watching every one of my steps by Babylon.
But what really amused me.
Brian returned to acting, as always, like an animal stalking his prey. But I was ready for anything.

- What do you want? .- I replied without really paying attention. We all look reasonable grounds for believing in the absurd. I believed in him, not knowing why.
objectivity was enough to prove that love feeds on jealousy, because Brian was out of my hands many times, without But in my arms became ten times more necessary. It was a terrible situation for a man who would not fall in love and for someone who just wanted to get rid of an obsession and go back to being free as before to meet you.

- is true. I accepted in my house because I beat .- I suddenly blurted out, looking for my reaction.
I decided to stare at him and wait.
And Brian continued, letting his voice would open passage between the music of Babylon.

- I do not want you to stay for that. Although we do not think a marriage, because we're not. We are not like the fucking straight. We are not like your parents. And there are a couple of dykes walking down the aisle ... We're queer. And if we're together is because we want to do so. So here, if I'm late, suppose I'm doing what I do. Fucking. And when I get home I will also exactly what you want. Be with you.

Brian was so beautiful as untrustworthy. He received
love as a water plant without thinking.
Apparently there was no reaction in me after hearing him. But the truth is that I went through like lightning, fear was growing even before.
I had to do something.
I did not move, not blink. Just wait until you finish talking, he stared at feigning indifference.
I also knew what he wanted.

- I want things. You can fuck whoever you want. Whenever possible twice. Same for me. And no exchanging names or telephone. Brian

I looked too serious, I would love to read his mind at the time.

- And no matter where you are or what you do. Coming home. At 2.

- At 4 .- replied Brian.

- At 3. One more thing. Do not kiss anyone in the mouth. Just me ...

smiled feeling had finally accomplished something ...

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------------------- Go back to home at 2 ?...¿ at 3? ... Decidedly, the blond guy was so mad night out at a tender age.
was finally agreed that it would be at 3.
was stupid ...
I could not help but smile, that was absurd.
But lovely.
had to see to understand. Lake with her eyes fixed on me, including mockery and challenge.

did not protest.
seem fair I guess.
Those were the rules that always spoke to me ..
His last request was what caught me completely off guard.
I thought for a few seconds.
kiss only him.
Forever.
was always too long .. Feel
only kisses. He
mine.
be the only one capable and entitled to breathe through it.
I liked the idea.
decided in the depths of my pride that I liked the idea.
not answer with words.
just looked into his eyes.
I felt very close to me.
As if part of me.
I kissed him.
An idyll in constant denial. Music from Babylon
drilling my brain, I dropped without reason. Lost
Justin's lips.
A hypnotic and opiate feeling ....

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Cube Field On Primary Games

HEADER!! CONGRATULATIONS

finally ¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ I have the header !!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS ¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ GALE IN VEIN, HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For that, I'm felizzzzzzz because finally I have my header, all chulooo all azulitoo with Gale also in blue in ecstasy !!!!!!!!!!!!! how well he is our man blue eh?? with the blue light falling on it, with those cool shades highlighting his eyes .. ahh ...
I will not start with me about the lights and contrasts but .. my years of art history left their mark. Gale
vein amorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr muchasssssssssss thanks for all your help !.
And a big kiss.
you put the fic soon, ok, ok.
Muakkkk.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Latina Black Guys Gif

PETER PAN (8 PORTION OF FIC)

Well I'm back! rather, the fiction does not end here .. I'm rolling a lot. I know .. but ...
First, I'm going crazy with the design of live-bottom, ajajajajajajaja .. can not find anything I like or that I look funny. Asique
muuch funds going to see different, I'm me.
As for what is now the fic .. it is an introduction to the final (one more) .. and I promise some HOT, which is already in the next installment.
I think, and if, in this story Capistrano is one or two more. That
Brian!! always surprised, just had to see it in the fifth season .. and here ..
I leave you with this ..

And finally alone. The house is a mess. Sucks.
smoke cigarettes and cigarette butts, empty glasses, gloves that someone has left, burned candles in a jar, bottles or even lying to leak, a paper bag, gift paper, clay ...
are alone, facing each other.
Brian plays with a cork in a bottle.
looks down, smiles and looks up.
But Justin is too serious, with arms folded, eyes fixed on who is ahead.

- What has meant everything that Brian.

- Will you go? .- Brian bites his finger. In each of their unconscious acts is a hint to the blond.

- Imre?. Or follow the game?. That is the question. The eternal question. I love dramas, the great tragedies ...

- You know. The Greeks themselves who had a cock. See if not all these Greek statues, always naked ... you're an artist, you know what I mean.

- Be the king, the only principal actor. Drawing the attention of all .. for better or for worse. That's what you've always liked. It's all so ridiculous ..

- Defíneme ridiculous.

- is another form of blackmail. Yeah you care.

- should know how much I care ...

- Tell me, Brian. Why this had to come back?.

- I think I'll have coffee. I prepare another and I see that the rest of the night .. promises to be long, tense .. blah blah .. I'd better be prepared. And they have emptied all the bottles. So here, coffee. You know? fattening alcohol and swells much ... how awkward on my part. But what can I do? ..

- Dialogue bream, as always.

- Sorry, I interrupted you.

Brian walks into the kitchen. It moves slowly, insinuating, haunting, provocative. But in reality what is merely a way to hide legs shake that threatens to paralyze any time now. Prepare coffee in silence, without looking up from the black coffee mugs. Justin
notes over to him. Not willing to make your visit to fall, to make their trip a useless and vain.

- Why the hell did that come this?.

- Sugar?.

- try to talk to you, but I see that is impossible. As always.

- Sorry. I'm listening.

- Look at me .. I. .. I had forgotten all this.

- Really?. Blond guy I admire, I admire you.

- got to make my life in New York, a fresh start away from everything. Forget, stop thinking about the why of your actions, your silence ... I stopped waiting, .. I went back to being me. My mind went back to being free.

- Sight ...

- Brian!. And suddenly you appeared, after years of silence and ignoring me. So, without further. You could not with it, right?. I fucked do not come back to you, to be behind you again ..

- Do not you want me? .- Brian leaves the two cups on the bar, crosses his arms and brings his face close to Justin, whispering each word in the ear of the blond.
And Justin feels a slap in the middle right.
not stop loving for one thing. Justin
feel how is losing strength, security and decision. Brian
face always felt belittling, need it urgently. And hate him sometimes.
never average. Brian
feel all that.
desperately wants to comfort him, knows him and knows that its interior is abandoned.
want to take care of him, please him. But no way.
feel now, that come what may, although he accepted, their mutual feelings were too forced, damaged by time.
could have screamed, cried indecision.
do what he asked Justin, from the beginning.
But all is excluded, it is not.
is back to nothing.

- So, then. Will you let me, forever?. Is taking that decision without going back?, Could you do now? .- Question Brian, unbearably beautiful. Unbearably challenging. Eat too afraid to show that what really hurts.

- Let you? .- Justin again be muted. But he knows that something is going on in there and does not want to end .- Let You ... it's funny. I think you never had.

- No?. You have very bad memory, for one so young. I ... I remember that I asked for marriage. But, it seems, it happens every day.

Justin looks at him, there in front of him, with the buttons on his black shirt half open, serious face and exhausted. Tired
.
But look at him so beautiful it hurts.
can see your vulnerability. That
likes.
And remember that it took a bomb for him to tell him I loved him.
Five years and a pump. Brian currently
Justin seems to be a pressing emotional need.
No one in his life meant so much to him.
were lovers, colleagues, friends, with a partner.
Instead of one against the world were two. That was basically
: Brian changed his life, because the share.
But back to the beginning of everything. To make it clear that he could not expect anything from him.
And at once, all his relationships had changed.

- I have not forgotten, Brian. I have not ever forgotten.

- not easy to be committed by halves. Not for someone who has cultivated the talents of deception ..

- That I would have realized in a less emotional night. I think I stand here. Brian do not play. Not participate. I can not go on like this and I will not.

- These memories hurt .. So what?. Did you think when I went to see what I wanted to do was fuck?. Why the old days?. For God's sake, do you give!. . Have not we had enough '. For once, are you unable to understand what I feel?. How can it be?. Justin

feel how your heart bounces on his chest. What has been achieved. Do not know why or how. But he has succeeded.
extends his hand to grab the arm of Brian.
A miscalculation, nerves.
And the blonde one of the cups spilled over Brian.

- Shit, Justin!.

- Sorry ...

- Shit. But .. what's wrong, dammit?!. First the scarf, now .. now .. my shirt!. Damn, pants too!.

- Let it dry, see here ..

- dry myself, how are you going to wipe my pussy?. The coffee and milk will mark. Damn!.

- Sorry, no I did it on purpose. O, surely he was all smiles as Armani .- Justin picks up a cloth coffee bar in the kitchen .- Now I have to buy another shirt and another pair.

- You can not afford it, blondie. You can not.

- That you get for wearing clothes so expensive.

- Sure, that will be. Damn .. yuck. I think I'll shower. If you do not mind, make me as another coffee. Y.. I'll come back.

- You told me that ..

- I have not forgotten what you said ...

Brian Justin leans over and kisses on the mouth.
Everything seems so out of place Justin is incorporated, seeking to make a criticism. Is removed, try separated. But from that time his kisses are like stabs deep, soft and panting. Justin thinks that both have just gone through a terrible fear.

- It should not happen, Brian ..

- But what if it happens?. We still have something to learn from each other. A get together .. maybe. Manner whatsoever.

- What do you think this is the way?.

- I do not know .- Answer Brian, with an expression of humility at once wild, stubborn, desperate .- I guess these things always happen to the losers who fall in love.

And Justin is at that time what should have been much earlier: their relationship had reached a point of maturity at which they were already partially owners of each other.
think that thought horrified them both, because despite his fatigue could no longer back, terrified.

- Take a shower ... You smell like milk. I'll wait here.

Brian's hands tremble when lighting a cigarette. He smiles, takes off his shirt and goes to the shower.

Justin just wants to sit.
surrounds the room, sits on the desk of Brian, in front of the computer.
He rubs his eyes, he knows he has opened the way to the dense jungles in the heart of Brian.
again. Search
tissue paper, coffee has left sticky hands.
looking for papers and books, opened several drawers.
And one of them observed three years before him: thousands of photos of her in New York, clippings, interviews and magazine covers of the New Yorker his art, criticism of their statements, drawings and sketches that he sent no response to Brian, his letters from New York, tickets for their shows ..
all there, stored, carefully preserved and remembered.
The drawer full of photos and clippings, drawings, letters .. his name .. the drawer and everything around it completely belongs to Justin ...


- I'm in love with you ...


continue.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

The Yellow Power Ranger Crashed

CONGRATULATIONS PETER PAN (7 PORTION OF FIC) Fic

wanted hang and finish, but still I have not. So here I put what I have written nowadays. .. It's like an introduction at the end of fic.
not take longer wanted to hang something.
This part really is .. rare, rare ..
you like.
A kiss.


That leaves you in absolute ruin. Justin
merely greeted coolly in front of everyone.
He gives a gift, do not expect Brian to open it.

- A silk scarf ... yours died. Or that was the last I heard from you ... .- Add to smile while hollow form.

Goes to the table where they are all free to believe what they see. Do not react until you are right in front, just centimeters.
All rise for a jump, approach him, they kiss. We hug, cry, take you to the ground, scrambling to talk to him, be with her time recovering.

- Wow, I thought the birthday was me ...

Brian remains in a corner of the room, leaning on a colum. Contemplate in silence, his eyes roam every moment and every space in which the blond moves to invade all over again.

- Thank you for your invitation, Brian .- Justin says suddenly, out loud. Looking for a way to spit out each syllable within.

- How?.

- You know. The invitation ..

- Bullshit. There is no such invitation.

- Does he need an invitation to come?.

- Shut up Mel!. He knows what he needs and wants. Which is, where it goes .. I'll get more wine.

- You have not enough bebeido and Brian?

- do not Linds at all. Brian

Justin served another drink while you glares.
Someone lights a candle in the room and everyone sings happy birthday.

- Thanks .. especially by pretending that none of you are uncomfortable now.

- I do not pretend to answer Justin Brian .- challenging him with his eyes.

- Dad, but you do not keep a year. There is only one candle.

- Go Sonny Boy, but it is a very large candle .. Brian

smiles to himself.
definitely want to walk next to Justin. Want give up, want to take it without warning in his arms, kiss you, hug you. Tell
you want.
we always did.
And always will.
Shit ... you do all this in front of everyone. Silencing
so their own voices, the voices of Mel. Forgetting
forever drunkenness and sex unknown empty.
is absurd, but beautiful.
And instead, is only capable of feeling angry, violent, tangled his tongue in his mouth, spitting mad about the first thing that crosses her mind.

drink wine.
The firelight reflected metallic gray, green and orange in the room.
faces laugh, chat, drink, talk at a time. The wine has triggered
languages, all have put heat jackets and lay them on the corners. Brian
look at Justin, looking for every moment with his eyes. Justin
returns every eye.
And the rest do not seem to want to notice anything.
Brian goes through his hand, rubs his arm with hers.

- All right, love?

- All right, devil ...

- not expecting you

- Brian That is grace.

- A you've been?. Would you ever persecute and torture me for my sins and mistakes?.

- I ... well, I'm learning from you. This seemed like a good idea birthday. And all that.

- Stop your shit.

- Only you can appear out of nowhere?.

- I do not want antics, blond guy.

- just wanted to torture you a little, as you are to me. Appear out of nowhere, to be by your side, without Rozart if you want. And send fuck later. Forever. Forever.

- Do it.

- And you say goodbye forever. Only you.

- Do ..

- Putting an end to it, once.

- Do Sunshine. Do it.

- Fuck you! I come to see them .. I will go home within hours of my mother. And tomorrow back to New York.

- It seems a perfect plan ...

- Daddy, Daddy! , I came

- Dad is talking.

- For me, we're done. Gus, Where's your glass?.

- I broke, do not want more orange. I came.

- Do not want to end now as your father?.

- See how things you say to the child.

- Surely you're used to. Come on Gus, come with me.


Brian smiles.
you like to see Justin there, though it is destroying the nerves and reason.
you like to see you Gus. Justin
will speak with Deb as she used something to Gus in a small glass of plastic. Gus
Justin smiles and kisses away from there quickly and very happy.

- Great, now my son drunk Whispers .- Brian.

again separated.
But together.
I love.
my God, it almost hurts. Brian
not want this to end.
not the party, but love. He is destroying the damn nerves.
would die for him.
Conjurer. He has conjured up all that.


- Are you okay? .- Le whispers Linds.

- Perfectly.

- you do me a favor?.

- Depends.

- Yes or no ...

- What if I say yes?.

- I would pull the River.

- Do not, Wendy.

- So what will you do me a favor? .. Do it for me ...

- Oops, blackmail.

- Sal from within, Brian. Leave shrinking. Grow up, Peter. Grows. Do not you see?. You have one more chance ..

- How do I do?.

- You're doing it. Shame not to see your face since Justin has come through that door. Linds

smiles, grabs Brian's face in his hands, kisses him gently on the lips and supports his forehead on his.


- Honey is a great party says Deb .- .- The idea and everything was fabulous.

A hand on his arm.
Justin's hand looks in silence.
Le slashing.
Damn brat, you said you would not even grazed my ...

wine is being finalized.
Michael out of the kitchen two trays of chocolate chip cookies. Gus and JR
scream of joy and pounce on the tray.

- Great, Sonny Boy already drunk mumbles .- Brian.

cookies disappear in minutes. All
take two or three. Good
party.

Justin, by the table, grab a biscuit and chew with delight while watching Brian. And the dark
throws a kiss on the air.

People begin to collect their belongings.
is late, children they sleep and are nervous.
Brian meets Justin's eyes, we need.
Go away now. Begone
all and ...

- Thanks for coming .- Brian exclaims high.

Kiss and hugs Gus JR.
the rest are dismissed.

- I'm glad you've come. Thanks. But I need that you may be now. Because I need to be with Justin. If he wants. If he still wants it. I need it.

- The brain never worked well, Brian.

- Have you forgiven me for what I did so horrible?. At least in part?. Or have you begun to forgive me?.

all look as they collect their coats in silence.

- Brian, it's rude to leave without saying goodbye. I do not know if I can ..

- What about love?.

- What about love?. Is not it all a mix of sex, hatred, passion, egotism, ambition, calculation?.

- Is it?.

- I do not know Brian. I ask you.

- It's just a mental attitude who prevents ...

His heart is pounding and not the effects of wine.

- Really Brian?.

- makes many worthwhile things. Or so they say.

- What kind of things?.

- Breathing, for example. You do me a favor?.

- What?.

- stay here tonight.

Justin looks at his empty glass. After looking at all.
Parce so funny ..
a response.
knows what he wants, it is beyond doubt.
sleep with him, naked, all night.
But that is not love. Brian
is incapable of love.
is violent passion seizes breath, blood by beating frantically.
is a sexual hand tightening.

- Justin ...- Says Brian, still without moving and the eyes of everyone. Examiners
With eyes, brown, changing. Caps.
And too beautiful. Justin

can not react. Brian declaring
?. And with public
?.
not want to suffer more.
just wanted to see him, blame his actions once again.
But without the use of words.
Record Straight and leave. Make him suffer
him.

was not prepared for that.
All you have to do is protect your heart.
say no.
tongue against the palate, the monosyllable easier. He would not preclude
could not prevent the march.
He was master of himself.
Or was it.

- If you want me says Justin is finally .- .- I'll stay.





Thursday, December 6, 2007

Chain Shiny In Pokemon Heart Gold

Treatment (Part I)

I'm hanging
another fic I made long ago ...
is inspired in the second season .. when Justin and Brian conclude so happy: we have to put a few rules here .. Because it scares
Brian (oh, oh, the blond guy and I care ....) fucks this guy in the fucking couch ... jajjaajaja.
Anyway, did I miss that I have pending the end of congratulations peter pan, I'm at it.
and soon put the last part of this fic.
Here goes:

The bastard had done it again.
And thus toppling all my dreams and hopes.
I had to swallow my own words in front of Daphne, when I the loft and saw him having sex with another on the fucking couch. Gone
my assertions without arguments and illusions of minutes ago:
- Brian has changed, it is not the same as before, and fixed or others, even if it looks at me ...
And there he was.
Naked, sweaty, smelling of sex and betrayal.
staring at me when he saw me come up with Daphne and open the door to the loft.
punching his eyes, his mouth open with his moans.
did not bother to stop, only continued his task.
And I, in front of him, not reacting with the fuck open.
I turned and walked out of there as quickly as I could.
- Leave me alone.
- Justin ....
- Leave me alone Daphne. Tomorrow we speak.

And I began to wander the streets without direction or leadership.
was drunk to live.
of revenge.
I decided to go down to Babylon.
Without thinking twice.
not bowed to anyone, just went to the door, away from everything.
I also wanted to play. Without stopping to move
opened my eyes, I looked at him and smiled.
I could feel the effect it had had on him.
was very good, Brian had taught me well to seduce, manipulate and lie.
That poor boy had no defense whatsoever against me. I danced
around like a cat asking for cuddles and caresses.
His arms were strong, with large hard muscles.
And I wondered how I would feel between them. Among
arms so different from Brian.
I decided to find out.
His eyes were black and small. Well
.
nothing to do with changing hazel eyes.
blond hair, short and slightly curly. Well
.
A far cry from the dark color and smooth.
I stopped rocking in his arms. Brian
And I always remembered that rocked among his own, with just looked at me.
Shit, he again invaded my thoughts.
I focused on my victim.
was interesting to pretend to be fragile, when my whole being was full of anger and resentment.
I offered my mouth expecting to feel the delicious and heady thrill that accompanies a first kiss.
But it never came.
I began to feel ill, nauseated, as if I were not there, as if that were not courting dance with me.
We got lost in the crowd, among the lights, flashbulbs, music and smoke.
And we went to one of the most remote corners of Babylon, in that dark room where there was barely light.
Only groans and warmth.
His hands went down my back and I had to fight the urge to get away from there, disgusted.
I forced myself to stay there under his kisses wet and empty. Under her hands
hollow. Paste
a foreign body, as if it were a penance I had to meet to ease the sin of my weakness.
In my self-esteem shattered and scattered over the fucking floor loft.
He does not care about my passivity, and me and I did not care what happened in that corner.
had left my dignity in the arms of Brian the night he learned to love it.
The night that I first felt it in me.
As in, I was full days with the feel of him inside me yet.
I closed my eyes to the stranger.
I had nothing to lose.


And suddenly I heard his voice before him.
And I thought it was a prank of my senses and delusions. But the strange
arms seized me separated from me, like a breath of fresh air.
opened my eyes and a questioning look crossed with the black eyes I had before me.
And just then I saw the great hand that caught his neck.
A big hand, thin and elongated fingers, masculine yet delicate. And two brown eyes
ice caps and took shape behind the unknown.

Brian.

- Out! .- He repeated while shoved, pushed him away from me.


unknown
The poor guy did not try anything not even resist. It seemed a poor little animal
weak and helpless before the eyes of a killer anaconda.
I felt a wave of relief so inexplicable, that I almost wanted to laugh when I saw him run out of that corner, as if he were pointing a gun or something much worse.
Poor guy.
It would be months before they return to be seduced by a stranger.

And in less than a second, Brian pushed me over the wall, isolated from everything else.
left out the rest.
Babylon's music sounded like a distant echo.
We were there, together, face to face, standing, challenging us to look, spitting fire from every pore of our bodies, like two wrestlers to death before the fight.
Sometimes, Brian Kinney was a real battle, a fierce battle, an eternal struggle.

I knew that silence was his weapon. Brian
always created a silence between him and his prey. Thus
could guess his thoughts and intentions.
As a damn cat on the prowl.
Like a poisonous snake.
But I also knew Brian Kinney.
I knew him and hated him.
I hated it because I had become their slave.
In his toy. Now
loved him more than my own life.
sick every time I thought it was not close.
Its absence was like a fever.
As fall into a thousand lakes of fire.

took several minutes.
Those brown eyes burned my skin like hot iron. That
glare, intense and challenging.

- Justin ...

When I heard his voice, I released the breath he had been holding.
The breath I held in my lungs. Blind
my heart to him, protected him from total ruin.
and attacks.

- What? ! .- My voice was cold, the copying was an excellent teacher.
Brian did not answer, not even flinch. Just looked at me.

- What is supposed to pretend Brian, "hypnotize me?," Kill me with boredom?, Is that your new torture technique? Or is that only you can fuck with whom you please and when you please?.
- Do not talk nonsense, Justin.
- So what do you want?.

Another silence.
And a look full of messages that could not understand between penunbra of that stifling place.
I was destroying the nerves to have you there in silence, with his gaze fixed on me as strange. Drilling
my thoughts.
and returned to the load.

- Come on Brian, give me a little scene of jealousy, as if we were a sweet couple in love. Sure, you do not believe in these things, you're well above that.

spat the last words full of venom.

- You're not like that, Justin.

read the damn me as an open book.
felt that phrase as a slap in the face.

- And how I am, Brian. Since I seem to know much.
- You should not walk alone at this hour of the morning.
- And you think that matters more to you than to me.
- In a way, you are under my responsibility.
- Oh, yeah, and I said that was impossible so interested in my bienhestar.
- You can not react so whenever things do not go as you would like to do so.
- Come on Brian. What are you talking about?, What rules?, What rules?. I do not know what the rules in this game. Perhaps they are not. That would not be anything new. But it happens that I need a rule to play, right or wrong, I can not do without them. And if they are not, I leave peacefully. That's what I'm trying to do and you do not leave me!, Away!.

Brian moved closer to me, to corner me against the wall. Arms holding me tight.

- Listen, Justin .. we be discussing this all night to reach the same point of time. You've always known as am. I can not change my way of being.
- Take my hands off me, let go! .- His touch burned my skin, I could not stand it anymore. Brian

hardened his gaze. I was losing patience and that I liked.
gripped me and shook me violently, to dominate.
pressure on my skin your hands really hurt.
would have some nice marks the next day.
Noting that there was a next day.
At that time I cared very little.
Brian and his damned eyes.
could smell him and the feeling I was going crazy.
just wanted to kiss her, bury my face in yours, take me there same.
But after all, still had some pride running through my veins. I loaded
hate my voice.

- What the hell are you doing?. Are you going to rape me? .- I heard a voice dry, hard, cold, full of steel and ice. And I was surprised that mine .- As low you fall, Brian Kinney, you are no longer able to seduce your stupid victims and you have to take them by force?.

leaned back as if an invisible hand had beaten in the center of the soul.
Could have hurt the indestructible Brian Kinney?.
I let go.
I got back.

- When you put a little reasonable attempt to talk to you. Damn stupid brat.

His voice was broken.
I reached for him to pat his back on impulse, but Brian took a few steps and my fingers touched the air.
I was released from him and see him away from the dark corridor created great anxiety within me.
looked where to look, always seemed to me to see him.
The remains of expensive perfume and men were scattered through the air. I thought
drown in them.
I returned, I placed the clothes, took a deep breath and started walking down the aisle of that dark room.
without daring to stare into nowhere, case among those naked bodies and sex hungry was that of Brian.
I had had enough for the night.

I returned to the track of Babylon, the music re-invasion.
The track was crowded.
walked slowly to the center.
music drums resounded within me.
felt like each of my muscles to let go, each pore is opened and filled with people, chords, smoke, lights whirling.
I left a blank mind and began to move.
was alive.
was free.
Young and beautiful.
And a few minutes, another man was smiling as he approached me slowly.

But I still felt somewhere. Within
me ....

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- why am I here?. Do you feel guilty for what happened?. Answers. Answer .. If I had not been beaten would be here?.

stood for hours in silence, staring at the damn computer screen that I gave.
just could not answer.
suno could not reconcile.
Yes, I felt extremely guilty.
But he was not there only so.
How to tell the truth?. Image disappointed
Sunshine through my soul.
constantly chasing me like a nightmare.

desire he felt for him since he came into my life was growing more every day.
wishes and feelings.
If feelings.
Because I had good news to give to everyone: Brian Kinney has feelings.
just could not tell the truth.
could not show me vulnerable.
could not break the line.
That fear grew, even in front.
That fear was paralyzing me. That
brat that had put my world upside down, upside down. With
just trying.
That came into my life without permission, not wanting to see, without giving up.
And I had won, in an absurd, unbelievable.
no remedy.
What I've always wanted to have everything under control. I went to Woody

° s. There he
.
appeared and turned to leave, as she always did not listen to the answer I wanted.
Except that this time he listened.
Or at least, only a part.

Deb came out of nowhere.
And I did not feel anything, only to sink into the cup of liquor that was in front of me. I was greatly
sad, empty, cursing a thousand times those feelings. Hating
feel this way.

- Have not suffered enough to make you do more damage?.
- Do not mess.

was all I could say.
My best weapon, armor, close.

- I care about this guy and you only care ...
- What do I suck dick?. That has already been demonstrated.
- I do not want to suffer.
- Such is life, right?. Surprise.

Deb smiled, reading me, I hated that feeling of being cornered.
And then uttered those words.

- You think you've managed to fool everyone, right?. Long I do.

I looked, I could not help but smile wryly, looking for an escape from the time of argument and confusion.
did not want to read in my eyes.
I looked away, concentrating on my drink.
But I was not able or drink a single sip.

- No matter how you try to deny it. I know he'll like you care so much you matter to him. Unless you do not have the guts to prove it.
- Well, lend me yours.

That was my best weapon.
Yes, silence.
arrogance.

- I will do whatever is necessary to admit that you want.

smiled. But within seconds, I felt that everything was falling apart.
hated the feeling that Deb's words caused me forever. I hated to leave my
negative self-evident.
feel so hated.
I tried to ignore every one of those words.
As if none of it was me.

- Despite your efforts to have another heart does not touch yours. So stubborn that guy has managed to break the gate. That's what happened, huh?.

But that never ended.
The third grade I was getting on my nerves.
The third grade I was leaving the cursed land of Woody ° s.
When I could still smell him. When I could still taste
taste in my mouth.
I set the center of the spiral.
the center of the confusion.
I no longer strained to look cold as ice. Deb
was beating me without being able to not even blink. Leaving in the environment
I know not what mysterious easier to guess than to define.

- Supports the truth. I want, is not it?.

Absurd.
Strange. Confused
.
Shit.
I could not answer.
I could not smile mischievously as he always did in such situations.
I could not defend by attacking.
I could not look up from the cup.
just felt like I was shrinking.
Shrinking.
And shrinking.
to be paid in full.

felt fear through my bones.
I felt there.
In the depths of my being.
In the center of my stomach.

And the perpetual silence that always scored lower my hours.

- I thought so. Well .... tell Tell what ever you said to Michael.

and total destruction gripped me.
without reacting.
Unable to look up. Preventing
read it.
Shit.
Shit.
Before someone confess everything was ready to go.
I wanted to disappear.

Yes. He wanted.
I liked the way they feel.
His way of being free.
loved the way I kiss that blond guy.
loved the way she smiled.
wish I could say that everything was over.

But it never ends.
It never ends.
end.

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---------------------- I came home without the slightest desire to leave that night. Sometimes it seemed
different planets and distant from each other.
could not sleep.
I spent hours on end staring at the ceiling of the bedroom.
Smoking a cigarette after another.
The blond guy never came back .. and somewhere in my damn subconscious I was lying there, waiting. Deb
had screwed me completely with his magnificent speech about love, feelings, recognition of the truth and a thousand shit.
always the same shit. Toward the
some effort to understand me?.
Do you understand I was doing for him?.
The answer was always no.
cede who succumb both lose.
I got out of bed.
What were the best times of Brian Kinney?.
I even had to hear in the supermarket, I was not used to be.
which now had a relationship ... Damn fags
with rumors. I opened

the closet and put on my tightest pants I found.
That made me feel good.
And look in the mirror, a thought crossed my mind.
would die for him.
But do not lie for him.
Is that it?.
great and noble sacrifice, but not the small and mean.
The music still playing, I went to remove the disk before leaving ...


wish I could hate you.
wish I could forget our past.
wish I could say that all this is over.
But it never ends.
love the way you smile.
I like the way you feel.
I love the way you kiss me. Abhor
way in which I lie.
Hold on, I'll be there for you.
Hold on, we'll make it work.
wish I could trust you.
wish I could erase the past.
wish I could say that all this is over,
but this never ends ....


That album had brought the blond guy ... what was the song lyrics.
was the last thing I needed to hear .. why almost all the songs are about love ?.....

combed my hair, I wore my lucky shirt, I looked in the mirror and smiled.
was beautiful. Perhaps
be provided.

- Perfect Brian. You And I smiled getting closer perfect .- at the door.

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---- After a long talk with Daphne decided to go to Babylon.
I looked up and there he was.
Leaning on the railing, his face illuminated by colored lights.
Brian was standing on top of Babylon, watching everything from above, as the king of the place.
And of lights, smoke, flashes, Chumba Chumba .. Brian was the most beautiful that my eyes had ever seen.
Even when her heart was broken without him noticing. So beautiful
felt my heart break into a thousand every time I had before.
Most of the time looking at him hurt.

- But .. have a heart? .- I thought for me while I was still staring. Why
returned there. " Maybe have it thus preferred not to have it.
Yes, always knew what it was.
from the start.
But he could not get used, it hurt too much.
I thought that at some point he could change for me.

Suddenly, Brian looked down and saw me in the crowd. That
Brian strange look through me completely.
Was it pain?.
Was hidden pain that look after challenge and indifference?. I knew
I was judging.
That condemned him.
stopped dancing and on impulse I went to meet him. Sorting
the crowd, thousands of semi-naked bodies touching perfection.
Making my way as I could. Feeling
Brian's eyes still fixed on me.

At the top, did not cross a word with him.
I hugged her waist and rested my head against his back.
I felt like hugging a column of cement.
- Brian ...
not budge.
went up there with his arms on the railing. Looking
Babylon from his throne.
- Brian, please ..
around him without letting his waist, absorbing its aroma, until his body to spin and keep it in front of me.
The look hard frost had fallen.

- Go .. re the lamb to the fold ...
- Brian ...
- What are you doing here?.

and separated from my side, standing in front of me, on the other side of the room .... Lights and colors
without invading Babylon from up there.

continue ....